I wish that the room won’t be this empty after 10 o’clock + A diary on playing chess

It’s weird. I sent a message. Nothing was sent back in return. Like always, I was slightly disappointed. But I guess maybe I was trying too hard. Maybe I should stop trying so hard? I don’t know. It’s an empty room and I thought I did the right thing. Right or wrong, only time couldContinue reading “I wish that the room won’t be this empty after 10 o’clock + A diary on playing chess”

Failing, but on soft bed

I haven’t told anyone that I have failed my first N2 level of Japanese Language Proficiency Test (JLPT) just yet, except two or three close friends of mine. I know I don’t owe the world an explanation of why I failed, yet I felt that I wanted to talk to you about how I failed,Continue reading “Failing, but on soft bed”

An answer to a long struggle

Have you ever felt like sometimes, you yearn for an answer to a particular problem that was so abstract, you couldn’t see how you would grasp the concept at all? I think that I finally learn how to pay more attention to Integrating online and offline community of mine. So what does this have toContinue reading “An answer to a long struggle”

Limited time, unattainable fantasy, and other thoughts

To think that the laptop is similar to Television a couple decades ago is a little bit off the line, though we’ll be just right to say that binging Youtube and Netflix is just us failing at our self-control and time management. Business would always find themselves to be helpful and servile to people, andContinue reading “Limited time, unattainable fantasy, and other thoughts”

Should we focus more on the process than the result?

I think some of my friends share with me the ethical points of view, to see things as its result rather than the process of achieving it, and the other to see the process of arriving at the result is more important than the result itself. For me, I think I relate to the latterContinue reading “Should we focus more on the process than the result?”

Should you keep blaming the pandemic for your failure?

For us to face the crisis altogether, maybe it is easier to feel compassionate towards other and be able to understand struggle, as we also go through the hardship ourselves too. But when they say “Misery love company”, it’s not incorrect. Being a bit more critical about myself, I think that I spent way tooContinue reading “Should you keep blaming the pandemic for your failure?”

Writing in time of crisis (P.2)

I sat back and looked over my To-do list. Actually there were a lot of things I need to do. My mind wasn’t here though; It’s not settled on this stuff. It’s bugged by a handful numbers of topics that Instagram has fed in its feed. It’s not happy with how the world was rollingContinue reading “Writing in time of crisis (P.2)”