Are you spending too much time by yourself?

It’s ok if you feel not enough sometimes. You don’t have to feel 100% all the time, and sometimes, feeling like 20% is good enough. You should allow yourself to feel empty, and motionless. However, it is good to note that having your mind wander too much during the day sometimes would inevitably lead toContinue reading “Are you spending too much time by yourself?”

Those who could manage their own time could manage their whole life

I don’t believe much in anything these days, except the fact that I know I found the source of leisure that makes my life meaningful. Possibly, skydiving. I skipped reading many of the profound verses of self-help because they were useless beyond their means since I barely use any of the practice they suggest. KnowledgeContinue reading “Those who could manage their own time could manage their whole life”

It’s 15:21

And my blog is becoming like a macro Tweeter page where there isn’t much traffic, interaction, or public recognition. It’s like a scream into a void without knowing much about my own audience, but literally, I would often time just keep my future me in mind. Hey wise B, it’s the younger B’s talking. HowContinue reading “It’s 15:21”

Bringing back Rock & Roll

Instead of restoring my depleting sleep schedule, I really did decided to wind up the brilliant hell of Måneskin. This. Absolute nuts. OMG. I’m not having it enough. Okie, before I kalm down for a short sleep, here’s your dope ass performance 😳 There is one thing we ALL have to agree with: That ManeskinContinue reading “Bringing back Rock & Roll”

I’m tired but blasting ALI to the roof

Just a little bit frustrated of how “Feeling Good” is not allowed to be played on Youtube Japan, but every song of this new album of ALI ROCKs! I’m just so blessed to discover them through the First Take but I’m out of breathe now ngl. This newly release album is a BIG CATCH. IContinue reading “I’m tired but blasting ALI to the roof”

Failing, but on soft bed

I haven’t told anyone that I have failed my first N2 level of Japanese Language Proficiency Test (JLPT) just yet, except two or three close friends of mine. I know I don’t owe the world an explanation of why I failed, yet I felt that I wanted to talk to you about how I failed,Continue reading “Failing, but on soft bed”

Limited time, unattainable fantasy, and other thoughts

To think that the laptop is similar to Television a couple decades ago is a little bit off the line, though we’ll be just right to say that binging Youtube and Netflix is just us failing at our self-control and time management. Business would always find themselves to be helpful and servile to people, andContinue reading “Limited time, unattainable fantasy, and other thoughts”

Edifice complex as a way not to move on

It was 3:37 AM and there’s nothing more boozing than reading an interesting article. She has been moving back and forth with her website. After all, she proved herself that she could definitely build one. It’s just the process of building it was again, lonely. She genuinely wished that she was doing something else, ratherContinue reading “Edifice complex as a way not to move on”

To the night that she was finally granted

This is just another spontaneous flow of thought recorded after midnight – something that she often does just to get her out of boredom, something to release her inner stress, her inner craving for connection. She is often saddened by the stage of where she was, regardless of where she was, physically. Being aware ofContinue reading “To the night that she was finally granted”