A random list of Japanese songs I Shazamed from Tanpopo thriftshop

If one day, I write a book about all the songs I listened to, I would have this list featured in one full chapter maybe. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Eze6-eHmtJg https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=siiAqq9Pp2g I can't believe that I found this germ. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wp2U40KI63A https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SXyqhjhaQQA https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xMYBwEBgz4s&t=4s https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HBSC0RDuUlQ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-u0FCKnYtN4 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YhJeNb7zoiQ

I wish that the room won’t be this empty after 10 o’clock + A diary on playing chess

It's weird. I sent a message. Nothing was sent back in return. Like always, I was slightly disappointed. But I guess maybe I was trying too hard. Maybe I should stop trying so hard? I don't know. It's an empty room and I thought I did the right thing. Right or wrong, only time could…

It was a crazy week already but I’m learning a lot

I came back to the room exhausted. My leg was not bleeding, but there was already a scar forming on my cab. It was painful a little bit. Still, I thought that I had fun today. But was I a better version of myself compared to yesterday? The sad answer was not. I know exactly…

I joined Clubhouse and here was my honest feedback on the first time experience

I think it would be like Instagram, LinkedIn, and Facebook. The influencers and the influenced ones would be there. The apps are cool and everything, but I felt like it's not enough to replace the human connection in the offline world. I was able to listen to people talking though, and it was like a…

Self Worth

I could again, write so much about this topic. It's just a little big triggering that I went on Netflix for a moment of procrastination (it sucks that I did, I should loathe myself for it, but I don't) and watched a :30-second-trailer of the digital drama Followers. From what the casts were saying, I…

The unique disintegration of our existence at the moment

Please, sometimes I'm just blown by how I could come up with the title, while being appalled by writing block in other, when I definitely need to write on important one. I still haven't been able to overcome the huddle of being online and offline, as well as being more responsible than I am at…

Focus went south after 5

I'm amazed by how much of an attention span I have. Was reading "A brief history of time" by Stephen Hawking. Though I learned a little bit more (about the reason why and how we found out about the Earth circulation around the Sun, and the light cone in relative of time, etc.) I still…

Working 9-5 and why people hated it so much

There's an Instagram culture dedicated to loathing the 9-5 job. I was, obviously, being an early Gen Z, part of it. Not because I despite the dull and mundane work week's fixation on time, but I'm all for autonomy and flexible schedule. Perhaps I was very in love with the idea of doing whatever I…

Change, and facing one

With the flow of the world I felt like I was on the defensive side. Being a little bit more vulnerable, being a little bit hesitated. We wanted to change the world, but the world ended up changed us. In one way or another, we were forced to adapt to the new situation, this time,…