There’s a song that I would put on play, whenever I feel lost in life and just want to let loose in thoughts.
One of the most wholesome piece of music that I have the chance to discover, in the void of the Internet:
I liked someone, but I’m taking so much time to think. To be quite honest with you, I don’t know how to. The fear of being abandoned again is very real, and I don’t want to have another heartbreak just yet.
This song kind of reminds me how everything in life would leave you at some points, and you would rather be free. You might rejoin with the stars, as you are after all, stardusts.
So it’s very interesting, but I’m kind of scared. I’m scared of having feeling for someone who might not have a feeling for me. I’m scared of being tricked into my own ideas of love, delusion and fantasy. But, I don’t know. There’s a small hope that things will work out, but rather drive myself to the edge to test, I want to take it slow now.
And maybe one day I would have enough courage again to drive around the edge.