I have some great news

I think that I have all the time in the world today to do something, yet I completed wasted it.

It’s a horrendous, regretful feelings when at the end of the day, you felt totally burnt out without doing anything.

I burnt my time in Social Media and the web again.

I didn’t do anything else, beside bringing myself to Lawson near the park.

I’m just wondering, whether things would be like this all the time?

Is it our choices to choose loneliness? Is it our choices to feel sad?

Today was a mood killer. But I really want to have more stable feeling. Like, not sad feeling. I don’t know why I felt so sad today.

I tried to win back my points in the game, but it doesn’t work. Something is wrong with me today.

I’m sad, because today, I jeopardize my goals.

I feel defeated again

I felt hopeless

But wait

What if

This is not real

If positive affirmation actually works

That every single day I wake up, it should be a blessing

I’m not wasting time

I’m just learning how to use time

There are a lot of potentials for growth that I’m not thinking of

I want to be able to do more, but with reward

I don’t feel accomplished at all. And I don’t really know why feeling accomplished is so important for me.

Ahh, I don’t have one 😂 maybe this is why hahahahaa

Anyway here’s a song released by Lee Hi


Published by Igobiebb

B (Q.Trang) is a creative multipotentialite who has lived away from home since fourteen, currently living in Tokyo city. She loves writing, cooking, swimming, talking to people and chasing thrills.

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